Tuesday, September 9, 2014

I Didn't Want To


            “They’re your friends, right? I mean, like, you’ve known them for a while?” I asked Ted, trying to ignore the irritating itch on the backs of my hands.  We were standing outside of an apartment doorway, stopping for a quick smoke break before we went inside.  This gave me some time to talk this out to him, so I could know what we were doing here.  We were never really good at planning things.
            “Yeah, dude, they’re cool.  We’re just going to stay here for a few hours, and go from there.” Ted dragged his cigarette like an old man on his oxygen. I think only I got the irony.  “They invited us, remember?  We’d kind of be dickheads if we didn’t show, and I used to live with Kenny.  It’s just chill, you know?”
            I finished off my cigarette, nodded, and we headed in.  During the introductions, I noticed Ted had kept his smoke in his hand.  Apparently, it was ok to smoke in this house, why hadn’t he just said so?  I brushed that aside in my mind as I shook people’s hands and held up my end of the introductions.  Such a good little drone I was being.  They played the game, too, the one everyone plays.  Smile, try to figure out who you’re talking to, and then find out whether or not you’re going to keep talking to the new shmuck or go back to the people you know.  I usually just make the last decision for them, and excuse myself from the conversation to investigate their furniture.  People don’t mind some dude they don’t know when that dude is sitting on a couch or chair, staring off into space.  I liked it that way, I felt invisible.
            The plan was a bit different this time, though.  I’d added a new element to the game, and no one else knew.  I liked it that way, too.  Tonight was going to be a night that would change these boys’ lives completely, and they had no idea.  I wasn’t cut out to be their kind of drone, but a different one.  I sat and waited as they drank, watched tv, and collected more friends in their disgusting little apartment.  No one bothered me, I think Ted even forgot I was there. He never knew me that well in the first place.  Still, it couldn’t hurt to spare him. 
            When everyone was good and buzzed, I got up and fished $20 out of my wallet.  I gave that to Ted, and sent him on a beer run.  He didn’t need to see this.  Poor dumbass should have noticed that smoke runs out of my hands as well as my mouth when I have a cig with him, but no. Little shit like that never got caught, which is was allowed me to live among them so easily.  I gave everyone 62 seconds once Ted had left the building, and then gave them the additional pleasure of introducing them to the stealthy machine guns implanted in my forearms. The barrels extending out of my palms reminded me of those old anime shows they told me about, “Dragon Ball Z”, or something like that.  The first one screamed over the sound of my weapons, but the others got the message when the blood splattered the ceiling.  Then the fun started.
            I rooms full of screaming, frantic young adults. It’s too much like their horror movies to not get caught up in the moment.  A few times,  I caught myself spitting out cheesy things like “Prepare to die!” or “Yippee kai-ay, mother fuckers!”.  There was one time I actually screamed at them to take me to their leader! Thankfully, they never got to do that. They just died, much as the kids here died.  They didn’t take long, didn’t suspect a thing, and didn’t fight back.  I left the place a bloody, shot-up wreck, and walked to the closest Super 8 Motel.  What was one more batch of useless lives expired, when you looked at it objectively?  It meant as much as painting a picket fence in the big scheme of things.

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